{"id":1640,"date":"2026-03-19T01:35:51","date_gmt":"2026-03-19T01:35:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wildpoise.com\/?p=1640"},"modified":"2026-05-06T19:18:07","modified_gmt":"2026-05-06T19:18:07","slug":"the-day-after","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wildpoise.com\/?p=1640","title":{"rendered":"The Day After"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>The Day After<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"450\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?resize=450%2C100&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-286\" style=\"aspect-ratio:4.5008130081300814;width:653px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?w=450&amp;ssl=1 450w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?resize=300%2C67&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?resize=18%2C4&amp;ssl=1 18w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 450px) 100vw, 450px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1536\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=1024%2C1536&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-452\" style=\"width:39px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?w=1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=200%2C300&amp;ssl=1 200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=683%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 683w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=768%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=8%2C12&amp;ssl=1 8w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Day 33 &#8211; December 26, 2025<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The day after Christmas always feels strange. The lights are still up. The decorations are still pretending the moment hasn\u2019t passed. But the energy has shifted in that quiet way the world does when a holiday ends.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yesterday had a softness to it. Today felt more like the emotional equivalent of standing in a room after a party ended. Everything is still there, but the noise is gone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Roger woke up this morning convinced something exciting was going to happen again. He trotted into the living room, stared at the tree, looked back at me like, \u201cAlright what\u2019s the plan today?\u201d And honestly, I didn\u2019t have one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I made coffee. The good kind. The kind where the cup is warm enough that your hands linger around it longer than necessary. For a while I just sat by the window watching the neighborhood do its usual morning choreography. Cars leaving. Someone walking a dog in a ridiculous sweater. A delivery truck doing that slow neighborhood crawl like it\u2019s hunting prey.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Life continuing like nothing extraordinary happened this year. That thought still messes with me sometimes. The world outside looks the same. But internally everything has shifted.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There\u2019s a version of me that existed before all of this. A girl who moved through life with a certain kind of innocence about safety. About trust. About what other human beings were capable of. I miss her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But I\u2019m also starting to understand something about the woman replacing her. She\u2019s not weaker. She\u2019s sharper. More observant. More deliberate. Less interested in pretending everything is fine when it absolutely isn\u2019t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pain has a strange way of burning off the unnecessary parts of a personality. You stop tolerating certain things. You stop shrinking yourself for the comfort of people who never deserved that version of you anyway.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Roger interrupted my philosophical spiral by bringing me a tennis ball like he had just solved emotional recovery entirely.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThrow this,\u201d he seemed to say. \u201cYou\u2019re overthinking again.\u201d He\u2019s probably right.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For a little while this afternoon we just existed. I threw the ball. He chased it like his entire career depended on it. And for a few minutes my brain was quiet. Not healed. Just quiet. Which felt like a gift.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tonight the apartment feels peaceful in a way that isn\u2019t suspicious or fragile. Just calm. After the year I\u2019ve had, calm feels like a luxury I\u2019m still learning how to accept. There\u2019s something disorienting about peace when you haven\u2019t trusted it in a while.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not because it isn\u2019t welcome. God, it is. But because part of me still keeps expecting calm to be a trick. Like life is standing just outside the frame waiting to say, \u201cCute. You really thought you could relax?\u201d Trauma makes even rest feel conditional.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That\u2019s one of the more insulting side effects. The way your body can be in a safe room, on a quiet evening, with a warm drink and a sleeping dog and absolutely no reason to brace, and still some small part of you stays half turned toward the door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As if peace needs supervision. As if ease can\u2019t be trusted without an alibi. I hate that. And I\u2019m also learning not to hate myself for it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because none of this is random. None of this is me being dramatic or broken or unable to \u201cjust move on\u201d in the way people love to suggest when they\u2019ve never had their inner world kicked sideways. This is a body trying to protect me with outdated information. A nervous system that learned something terrible and got a little too good at remembering.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Which means maybe healing is not about becoming who I was before. Maybe it\u2019s about teaching the woman I am now that she is allowed to unclench. Allowed to sit by the window. Allowed to drink her coffee slowly. Allowed to let a quiet day be a quiet day without interrogating it like a suspect.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That feels bigger than it sounds. Because for a long time surviving has looked like vigilance. Like endurance. Like dragging myself through the day and calling that strength because it had to be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But maybe there\u2019s another kind of strength too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Maybe strength also looks like letting the moment be gentle when it is. Maybe it looks like not flinching away from calm just because chaos has been louder for so long. Maybe it looks like admitting that I want peace, even if I still don\u2019t fully know how to hold it without looking over my shoulder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That feels true tonight. Not big and dramatic. Just true. And maybe that\u2019s enough. Maybe stillness doesn\u2019t have to prove anything to me before I let it sit down. Maybe I can stop acting like every soft moment needs to earn my trust through a full background check.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That would be nice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For now I\u2019m just noticing it. This small, steady thing. This little pocket of quiet that didn\u2019t ask anything from me except that I stay long enough to feel it. So I did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chaos in one hand. 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