{"id":1703,"date":"2026-03-25T13:36:00","date_gmt":"2026-03-25T13:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wildpoise.com\/?p=1703"},"modified":"2026-05-07T17:57:10","modified_gmt":"2026-05-07T17:57:10","slug":"the-body-remembers","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wildpoise.com\/?p=1703","title":{"rendered":"The Body Remembers"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"450\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?resize=450%2C100&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-286\" style=\"aspect-ratio:4.5008130081300814;width:653px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?w=450&amp;ssl=1 450w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?resize=300%2C67&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?resize=18%2C4&amp;ssl=1 18w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 450px) 100vw, 450px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1536\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=1024%2C1536&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-452\" style=\"width:39px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?w=1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=200%2C300&amp;ssl=1 200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=683%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 683w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=768%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=8%2C12&amp;ssl=1 8w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>The Body Remembers<\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Day 49 &#8211; January 11, 2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Trauma does something deeply disrespectful to the body.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Even when your mind understands that you\u2019re safe, your nervous system can still be somewhere in the past, pacing barefoot through old danger, chain smoking phantom memories, and acting like your morning coffee is taking place in an active war zone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That was today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nothing happened. No bad news. No sudden phone call. No man at the door. No fresh reason to feel hunted.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And still, I woke up tense.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Shoulders tight. Jaw set. Chest carrying that familiar low static hum like my body had stayed up all night reading threat reports and decided we\u2019d be bracing today whether I agreed or not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It\u2019s almost impressive in a sick little way.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The body is loyal like that. It learns one terrible lesson and then starts overachieving. Suddenly every ordinary day gets filtered through an emergency management system I never asked to install. Great if I\u2019m a cavewoman outrunning something with fangs. Slightly less helpful when I\u2019m just trying to stand in my own kitchen without feeling like my nervous system is doing parkour in heels.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And I know this now. I know the science of it. The pattern recognition. The way the brain stores danger faster than peace because danger, historically, had better branding.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But knowing something and not having to live in it are very different luxuries.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So today I tried something gentler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Instead of getting irritated with myself, instead of the usual internal \u201coh my God, why are we like this,\u201d I got curious.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What is my body doing? What is it remembering? What old alarm got tripped in the dark while I was asleep? What part of me still thinks we live there?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That shift matters.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because my body is not betraying me. It is protecting me with outdated information. Which is annoying, yes, but also a little heartbreaking. There is something so sad and so loyal about a body that keeps trying to save you from a room you\u2019re no longer standing in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So I slowed down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Made coffee slower. Breathed deeper. Let the day come to me instead of trying to overpower it with competence. Went on a longer walk with Roger, because movement helps. Because air helps. Because sometimes the only way to tell your body \u201cwe are not in danger\u201d is to give it new evidence and repeat it until it starts to believe you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And for a little while that worked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not in a miraculous way. Not in some dramatic \u201cand then she was healed\u201d montage with a tasteful soundtrack. More in the way a storm loosens its grip for a few minutes and you realize the sky was always still there underneath it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That\u2019s enough for me right now. Actually, let me say that better. That has to be enough for me right now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because the truth is, healing is humiliatingly unglamorous. It\u2019s not all breakthroughs and catharsis and powerful declarations made under flattering lighting. Sometimes it\u2019s literally just noticing that your shoulders dropped for ten seconds and wanting to throw yourself a small private parade.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sometimes it\u2019s making it through Target without feeling like every man in a puffer coat is a plot twist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sometimes it\u2019s not hating your body for being scared when it is only scared because it remembers how much it cost you not to be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That thought got me today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The body remembers. Even when I wish it didn\u2019t. Even when my mind is tired of the repetition. Even when I want to be elegant and transcendent and above it all. The body remembers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And maybe healing is not forcing it to forget. Maybe it\u2019s teaching it, slowly, stubbornly, seductively if necessary, that there are new things to remember now too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Warm coffee. Cold air. A safe room. A slower breath. A walk with a dog who thinks squirrels are the final boss of civilization. A woman still standing in her own life, even when her body is trembling its way back into trust.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Roger, for the record, remains convinced the primary threat facing humanity is a squirrel cartel operating just beyond the tree line. His vigilance is unmatched. His evidence is weak. His confidence is inspirational.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chaos in one hand. Grace in the other.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And my body, slowly, stubbornly, relearning that peace is not just a rumor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1536\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=1024%2C1536&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-452\" style=\"width:39px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?w=1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=200%2C300&amp;ssl=1 200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=683%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 683w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=768%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=8%2C12&amp;ssl=1 8w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Day 49 &#8211; Trauma does something strange to the body. 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