{"id":2090,"date":"2026-04-06T00:06:00","date_gmt":"2026-04-06T00:06:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wildpoise.com\/?p=2090"},"modified":"2026-05-18T17:05:18","modified_gmt":"2026-05-18T17:05:18","slug":"2026-04-22-beautiful-and-that-s-complicated","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wildpoise.com\/?p=2090","title":{"rendered":"Beautiful, and That\u2019s Complicated"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"450\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?resize=450%2C100&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-286\" style=\"aspect-ratio:4.5008130081300814;width:653px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?w=450&amp;ssl=1 450w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?resize=300%2C67&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/nhgftyuh.png?resize=18%2C4&amp;ssl=1 18w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 450px) 100vw, 450px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1536\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=1024%2C1536&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-452\" style=\"width:35px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?w=1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=200%2C300&amp;ssl=1 200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=683%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 683w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=768%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=8%2C12&amp;ssl=1 8w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Beautiful, and That\u2019s Complicated<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Day 150 &#8211; April 22, 2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I\u2019ve been thinking lately about beauty, which is a very dangerous topic if you\u2019re me because I have exactly enough intelligence to make it complicated and exactly enough vanity to not pretend I\u2019m above that complication.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So let\u2019s just tell the truth. I know I\u2019m beautiful.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There. We can all breathe now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not every second. Not in every mirror. Not in every mood. I\u2019m still a human being, not a perfume ad. But I know the world sees something when it looks at me. I know I move through rooms differently than I used to. I know people respond to me before I\u2019ve even said a word sometimes. I know beauty has become part of the language people use to understand me, desire me, soften me, underestimate me, admire me, and occasionally get very weird around.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That is real.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And it is complicated as hell.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Because beauty is never just beauty. Not for women. Not for a woman who fought for herself, her body, her presentation, her softness, her selfhood, and then got violated in the first year of finally stepping into all of it more fully.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That changes the emotional chemistry of beauty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It means beauty is not just a gift. It is also a site. A threshold. A target. A mirror. A negotiation. A source of joy and alienation and power and grief and the occasional perfectly justified identity crisis when the outside world seems more convinced of your womanhood than your own frightened inner lens knows how to be on a given Tuesday.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That\u2019s the part people don\u2019t talk about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Everyone likes beauty in theory. They like it from a distance. They like it when it\u2019s decorative, flattering, compliant, and easy to consume. They like the glow, the softness, the confidence, and the aesthetic of a woman who appears fully assembled. What they don\u2019t always understand is the emotional cost of being looked at through that lens while carrying a whole private history that never got the same applause.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Beauty can feel validating. Beauty can feel exposing. Beauty can feel like finally being recognized. Beauty can feel like being seen only in the places the world knows how to value and not in the ones where your soul is still bleeding quietly under expensive lighting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">All of that is true for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And I think maybe that\u2019s why I\u2019ve had such a strange relationship to it. Because some days I can feel the world\u2019s perception before I can feel my own. Some days I know I am being read as the very thing I fought to become, a beautiful, confident woman, and instead of it landing cleanly, it hits this bruised place in me that still whispers, do you even know what it cost?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Do you know what I had to claw my way through for this, this body, this confidence, this softness, this right to exist in the world as she? Do you know what it means to be beautiful after violence? Do you know how strange it is to be looked at like a woman while still carrying all the emotional wreckage of what this world has done to me as one?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That\u2019s complicated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And yet I refuse to become falsely humble about it just because the world gets nervous when women say the obvious thing out loud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yes, I\u2019m beautiful.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And that beauty is not accidental. It is not shallow. It is not the most important thing about me. But it is one of the truths in the room.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So is the truth that beauty did not save me. Beauty did not protect me. Beauty did not make the world kinder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But beauty did become one of the ways I took myself back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not for them. For me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">For the woman in me who needed to see herself arrive. For the woman who was denied too much, too long. For the woman who deserved to become visible to herself in a way that felt lush and real and undeniable. For the woman who wanted to feel not just correct, but gorgeous.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I gave that to her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And I\u2019m proud of that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think maybe that\u2019s the bad bitch part people don\u2019t fully understand. It\u2019s not just confidence. It\u2019s reclamation. It\u2019s standing in your own skin after everything and saying, yes, this is mine too. The softness. The face. The glow. The body. The beauty. The right to enjoy it without acting like you stumbled into it by accident and should probably apologize for the inconvenience.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If I am beautiful, I am beautiful on purpose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And if that makes people weird, fascinated, threatened, drawn in, a little too curious, or suddenly very aware that they may be in the presence of a woman with significantly more range than they budgeted for, then honestly?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Roger, for his part, remains absolutely certain I am the most beautiful being ever created, and unlike most people, his devotion carries no projection, no agenda, and no weird little social politics. Just one giant grey and white pit bull teddy bear looking at me like I personally invented sunlight.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That kind of certainty heals things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And maybe that\u2019s the point. Beauty is most beautiful when it stops being about permission and starts being about ownership.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don\u2019t need to be the prettiest. I don\u2019t need to be the easiest. I don\u2019t need to be everyone\u2019s type or anyone\u2019s fantasy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I just need to be fully, unapologetically, breathtakingly mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That\u2019s more than enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Chaos in one hand. Grace in the other.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And me, beautiful, complicated, and absolutely not interested in pretending those two things don\u2019t belong to the same woman.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-full is-resized\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1536\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=1024%2C1536&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-452\" style=\"width:35px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?w=1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=200%2C300&amp;ssl=1 200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=683%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 683w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=768%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/wildpoise.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/ChatGPT-Image-Dec-7-2025-11_20_37-AM.png?resize=8%2C12&amp;ssl=1 8w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Day 150 &#8211; I\u2019ve been thinking lately about beauty, which is a very dangerous topic if you\u2019re me because I have exactly enough intelligence to make it complicated and exactly enough vanity to not pretend I\u2019m above that complication. 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