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  • The Dangerous Part of Me

    Day 63 – There’s a part of my personality that I haven’t felt in a long time. The dangerous part. Not dangerous in the destructive sense. Dangerous in the sense of curiosity, intelligence, and refusal to shrink. The…

  • The Weight Is Lighter

    Day 62 – Today I noticed something surprising. The weight I’ve been carrying for the past year felt lighter. Not gone. But lighter. If you’ve never lived through something traumatic, it’s hard to explain how physical emotional weight…

  • The Quiet Power of Returning

    Day 61 – Something has been happening lately that I don’t fully know how to describe yet. It’s not dramatic. There’s no cinematic music playing in the background. No thunderclap realization where everything suddenly makes sense. It’s quieter…

  • Momentum

    Day 60 – Today felt like forward motion. Nothing dramatic happened. But something inside me feels like it’s starting to move again. For months my life has been focused on stabilizing. Healing. Processing everything that happened. Necessary work….

  • The Woman in the Mirror

    Day 59 – This morning I paused in front of the mirror longer than usual. Not in a critical way. More like studying someone I’m still getting to know. Transition is a strange experience because your relationship with…

  • A Spark of Mischief

    Day 58 – Something unexpected showed up today. Mischief. Not chaos. Not recklessness. Just that playful little spark that used to live somewhere in the center of my personality. The part of me that notices strange things about…

  • Strength Feels Different Now

    Day 57 – Strength used to mean something different to me. Before the past year, I probably would’ve described strength as resilience. Determination. The ability to push forward no matter what. Those things still matter. But now strength…

  • The Edges of Myself

    Day 56 – I noticed something about myself today. Not something dramatic. Just a quiet observation that landed somewhere in my chest and stayed there for a while. I’m not the same person I was a year ago….

  • The Future Appears

    Day 55 – For the first time in a long while, I thought about the future today. Not in a fearful way. In an open way. For months the future has felt abstract. Hard to imagine. My brain…

  • Creative Energy

    Day 54 – I think creativity might be returning. Not fully. But in little flashes. This afternoon I had the sudden urge to write something that wasn’t about healing or trauma or survival. Just writing for the sake…