Day 35 - Something strange has been happening lately. Calm makes me suspicious. I noticed it this afternoon. The apartment was quiet. The day had been gentle. Nothing bad had happened. No stressful phone calls. No heavy conversations....
Day 34 - Some days arrive without ambition. They don’t ask you to be brave or insightful or emotionally profound. They just show up and sit there quietly like a polite guest. Today was one of those days....
Day 33 - The day after Christmas always feels strange. The lights are still up. The decorations are still pretending the moment hasn’t passed. But the energy has shifted in that quiet way the world does when a...
Day 32 - Christmas morning arrived quietly this year. No rush. No obligations. No big plans waiting on the other side of sunrise. Just the soft glow of the tree lights and the slow realization that the day...
Day 31 - The holidays are strange this year. Not tragic. Not dramatic. Just strange in that quiet, sideways way where everything feels slightly out of focus. Christmas Eve used to feel bigger somehow. Louder. More theatrical. Full...
Day 30 - There’s something a little unhinged about the day before Christmas Eve. The world starts putting on lipstick. Everything gets brighter, shinier, more aggressively festive. People are out here acting like cinnamon can solve emotional damage...
Day 29 - Today was quiet. Not peaceful quiet. Not soft, candlelit, exhale quiet. More like the kind of quiet that lets you hear every thought too clearly and every memory start clearing its throat in the corner...
Day 28 - There is something almost offensive about how life keeps going. Not in a dramatic end of the world way. I mean in the deeply ordinary way. The kind where the coffee still needs made. The...
Day 27 - Healing has the weirdest math. One day can feel like ten steps forward. You wake up and the air feels breathable again. You drink your coffee and actually taste it instead of using it as...
Day 26 - Something strange has happened to my apartment. It’s peaceful now. Quiet in a way that would probably look beautiful from the outside. The kind of quiet people romanticize when they say things like “I just...